I'm having a day!

So yesterday started off on such good intentions. And don't get me wrong, I've not lost faith or drive but serious lack of sleep from Mr 2 and a sick Miss 6 does nothing for the energy levels.

Plus the weather outside today is shitty.  Windy and cold and I cannot leave my six year old alone whilst I go for a much needed head clearing walk.

I'm finding myself bored and reverting back to the pantry for goodies (or should I say baddies) to eat because of it.  So annoying!

Its being tired and irritable that really annoys me.  I find myself yelling at the kids for the little things because its easier sometimes than just sorting it out as I normally would. I know the exercise would help me because I was happier a few kilos ago and dealt with things in a different way.

I read this very inspiring post yesterday on Facebook.  It was about an extremely overweight woman who had  lost a heap of weight and was competing in triathlons and iron women contests.  I sometimes wish that I had that confidence and drive.

I know that just a few walks and a couple of lost kilos would do wonders for my motivation, but its the actual getting started isn't it.  I mean, you start out with all good intentions but after a few sessions always start thinking I can't do this everyday for the foreseeable future, doing it today is hard enough.  I guess, the mindset is the key.  Breaking through that barrier of self doubt and believing in yourself is the essence to success...

So where does that foreseeable future start? If I had a healthy daughter, I would say now! But as it is, you have to deal with everyday so tomorrow is the day.

WISH ME LUCK!!